Pigeon Kara: hey

Wasp****: hi

Wasp****: how was dinner?

Pigeon Kara: good

Wasp****: what did u have?

Pigeon Kara: calzone

Wasp****: yum

Pigeon Kara: yep

Wasp****: i want a girlfriend?

Pigeon Kara: i wanna b/f

Wasp****: not more than i want a girl

Wasp****: i miss the sex life too

Pigeon Kara: i know what ya mean

Wasp****: oh well

Pigeon Kara: hey whats ur number

Wasp****: excuse me?

Pigeon Kara: want me to call u while i pack? (im sleepin at a friends house)

Pigeon Kara: i was askin if u want me to call u, if u want

Wasp****: no thats ok

Wasp****: i barely know u

Pigeon Kara: ok well i gotta go

Pigeon Kara: ill talk to ya later k?

Wasp****: oh ok

Wasp****: bye

Pigeon Kara: bye # # #

Wasp****: hi

Pigeon Kara: hey

Pigeon Kara: nothin

Pigeon Kara: and U?

Wasp****: nothing mych

Wasp****: how was your sleep over

Pigeon Kara: good

Wasp****: what did u do?

Pigeon Kara: watched movies

Pigeon Kara: brb

Wasp****: hello?

Wasp****: are u there???

Pigeon Kara: hold on

Pigeon Kara: i said BRB

Wasp****: sorry im not patient

Wasp****: well i guess you don't want to talk to me anymore

Pigeon Kara: no i do

Wasp****: oh

Wasp****: you seem really busy

Pigeon Kara: no i had to fix my contac tlens

Pigeon Kara: contact lens

Pigeon Kara: and some girl keeps harrassin me

Wasp****: im sorry

Pigeon Kara: its ok

Pigeon Kara: so whats up?

Wasp****: i thought u were givin me the run-around

Pigeon Kara: no i wasnt

Wasp****: nothin much

Wasp****: u?

Pigeon Kara: same

Wasp****: what are u doing today

Pigeon Kara: i gotta go to my job later and pick up my check

Wasp****: where do u work

Pigeon Kara: We're Entertainment in The Crossings

Wasp****: oh ok...

Wasp****: do u ski

Wasp****: or snowboard

Wasp****: are u ignoring me again?

Pigeon Kara: no im not

Pigeon Kara: that girl is harrassin me

Wasp****: oh ok

Wasp****: what girl?

Pigeon Kara: no i wanna ski though

Wasp****: who is she?

Pigeon Kara: shes my ex's g/f

Wasp****: who is she?

Pigeon Kara: she comes on all the time andgets new screen names and harrasses me

Pigeon Kara: i dont know who she is

Wasp****: oh ok

Wasp****: want me to beat her up?

Pigeon Kara: yeah

Pigeon Kara: want her screen name

Wasp****: what is her screen name

Wasp****: why would your ex's girl message u anyway?

Pigeon Kara: hold on

Wasp****: ok

Pigeon Kara: i dont know its really immature

Wasp****: do you know her?

Pigeon Kara: no

Pigeon Kara: i have no idea who the hell she is

Pigeon Kara: ok here's her name

Pigeon Kara: EPswty33de

Wasp****: what do u want me to say to her?

Pigeon Kara: just chat w/ her

Pigeon Kara: oh pretend to be my b/f ok?

Wasp****: ok

Pigeon Kara: and be like, y u harrassin my girl?

Pigeon Kara: thanx

Pigeon Kara: oh i need ur email addy again

Wasp****: kevkevmiller@hotmail.com

Pigeon Kara: then copy and paste what u guys right ok?

Wasp****: ok

Wasp****: shes not writing me

Wasp****: wait whats your name

Pigeon Kara: what a bitch

Wasp****: she wrote

Pigeon Kara: Marissa y?

Pigeon Kara: her name is EPswty33de

Wasp****: EPswty33de: ur girl.. who might that be? EPswty33de: oohh pigeon EPswty33de: yeah she's a real prize let me tell you!

Pigeon Kara: whatta bithc

Pigeon Kara: bitch

Wasp****:

Wasp****: shes marissa

Pigeon Kara: tell her i model

Wasp****: EPswty33de: probably got all kinds os STD's

Wasp****: EPswty33de: no it's Kara EPswty33de: that skank

Wasp****: she says ur name is Kara

Pigeon Kara: what

Pigeon Kara: she said her name is Kara

Wasp****: i dont know. didnt u email say Kara

Wasp****: wasnt that the picture u sent me

Wasp****: she says u are ugly

Pigeon Kara: shes ugly

Pigeon Kara: my name is Kara

Wasp****: u said ur name was vanessa

Wasp****: she not writing

Pigeon Kara: and i did sent u the

Wasp****: oh

Wasp****: she says u are a skank

Pigeon Kara: wait a sec......

Pigeon Kara: nevermind

Wasp****:

Wasp****: she models EPswty33de: no way

Pigeon Kara: ok stop talkin to her

Wasp****: do u know her?

Pigeon Kara: no i dont

Pigeon Kara: she knows me

Wasp****: how does she know u

Pigeon Kara: i dont know

Wasp****: oh well

Pigeon Kara: im gettin pissed

Wasp****: this sounds like a game to me

Pigeon Kara: yeah well i dont know

Pigeon Kara: she needs a life

Wasp****: she sounds hot

Wasp****: but your hotter

Wasp****: cuz i already saw your pic

Wasp****: what size tits do u have?

Pigeon Kara: 34c

Pigeon Kara: whatever talk to her if u want

Pigeon Kara: shes some bitch whos just pissin me

Wasp****: why can't we all be friends?

Pigeon Kara: of

Pigeon Kara: off

Pigeon Kara: what????

Pigeon Kara: r u serious??

Pigeon Kara: is that ur g/f??

Wasp****: i dont know.. it sounds like u all have beef

Wasp****: do u know her seriously

Pigeon Kara: b/c she said her b/f is Kevin

Pigeon Kara: no i dont

Wasp****: or are you just mad at her

Wasp****: im not her bf

Wasp****: i never even met her before

Pigeon Kara: NO I DONT KNOW HER

Wasp****: oh

Wasp****: she says she knows u

Pigeon Kara: im not gonna be friends w/ some bitch who calls me a slut and some girl i dont know

Wasp****: and saw ur pics

Pigeon Kara: well she wont tell me her name

Pigeon Kara: fuckin ho

Wasp****: she went offline or blocked me

Wasp****: what is this about?

Pigeon Kara: oh ok

Pigeon Kara: i dont know what its about

Pigeon Kara: if i knew id tell u

Wasp****: i see

Wasp****: anyway

Pigeon Kara: i dont know her!!!!

Wasp****: what do u do for fun

Pigeon Kara: what school do u go to again?

Wasp****: Boringsville U

Wasp****: i hate that color

Pigeon Kara: good i hate it too

Pigeon Kara: BU right?

Wasp****: yes

Pigeon Kara: and u live in Wilkes Barre

Wasp****: sorta

Wasp****: scranton area

Pigeon Kara: yeah

Pigeon Kara: ur at home right now

Wasp****: yeah why?

Pigeon Kara: yeah as in i remember

Wasp****: are u sure u remember me?

Pigeon Kara: yeah i do

Wasp****: I am not trying to sound personal but from what this girl told me you dont remember guys.. she said u play guys

Wasp****: but i believe your side

Pigeon Kara: i dont play guys

Pigeon Kara: she obviously knows me from an ex

Pigeon Kara: shes lyin

Pigeon Kara: i get played

Wasp****: have you slept with a lot of guys?

Pigeon Kara: i was makin sure that u go to BU

Pigeon Kara: i made mistakes

Wasp****: Aww im sorry

Pigeon Kara: i've been w/ 5 guys and one was rape ok

Wasp****: You were raped?

Wasp****: OMG i am so sorry

Pigeon Kara: it was statgitory but yeah

Wasp****: Did you ever feel suicidal?

Wasp****: How old was the guy

Pigeon Kara: he was 18 and i was 16

Wasp****: Is he in jail?

Pigeon Kara: no hes in the Marines now

Pigeon Kara: we never pressed charges

Wasp****: why?

Wasp****: if he raped u why didnt u

Pigeon Kara: it bothers me when ppl know so much about me and i dont know them

Pigeon Kara: i dont know ask my parents that

Wasp****: did he trick u into having sex with u

Pigeon Kara: yeah he did

Wasp****: did u want to?

Pigeon Kara: no

Pigeon Kara: but i caved in

Wasp****: u didnt enjoy it at all?

Pigeon Kara: i said no a lot and he still convinced me

Pigeon Kara: no i didnt enjoy it at all

Wasp****: i mean i dont want to sound like im joking but I would love it if a girl raped me

Wasp****: i guess its different for girls

Pigeon Kara: its different when u have someone who's bigger and stronger

Pigeon Kara: and that he might hurt u

Pigeon Kara: he was my b/f but i didt want to

Wasp****: i know thats true. if a fat girl raped me i dont know if i'd enjoy it

Pigeon Kara: and he had a big knife in his car

Wasp****: how long ago was this?

Pigeon Kara: last May

Wasp****: u think he would have killed you?

Pigeon Kara: about a year and a 1/2 ago

Wasp****: wow! are u still getting over this?

Pigeon Kara: he hurt me towards the end of the relationship

Wasp****: what did he do

Pigeon Kara: he started verbally abusing me and he slapped me once

Wasp****: are u comfortable talking about this?

Pigeon Kara: yeah i try to get over it

Pigeon Kara: its jsut hard

Pigeon Kara: im ok w/ it

Wasp****: what do u mean verbal abuse?

Pigeon Kara: like he called me a stupid bitch

Pigeon Kara: a slut

Pigeon Kara: a whore

Pigeon Kara: stuff like that

Wasp****: why did he call u a slut if u never slept with him?

Wasp****: how long together?

Pigeon Kara: i did sleep w/ him remember

Pigeon Kara: he raped me

Pigeon Kara: we were together for a month

Wasp****: i know but i meant before that

Wasp****: was he your first?

Pigeon Kara: no he was my second

Pigeon Kara: my first i thought i was in love w/ hin

Pigeon Kara: m

Wasp****: well at least he wasnt the first

Pigeon Kara: and i knew i made that mistake

Wasp****: Love hurts

Pigeon Kara: i know that would've sucked

Wasp****: i will never ever fall in love again

Pigeon Kara: how do u know?

Pigeon Kara: love is weird

Wasp****: i promised myself i wont

Pigeon Kara: i never was in love w/ my ex

Wasp****: which one?

Wasp****: the rapoe guy?

Wasp****: rape

Pigeon Kara: well what if there's someone that u fall in love w/ and u cant help it?

Pigeon Kara: i mean the one i slept w/ first

Wasp****: i will never let myself fall in love

Wasp****: or get attatched

Pigeon Kara: the reason y i slept w/ 3 more ppl is b/c i thought sex was good after the rape

Wasp****: u thought sex was good after the rape?

Pigeon Kara: i turned to sex and i realize its not the answer

Pigeon Kara: i thought that was the only way i guy would like me

Wasp****: thats true

Pigeon Kara: is if i gave in

Wasp****: is that why people call u a alut

Wasp****: sex is not the answer

Pigeon Kara: yeah

Pigeon Kara: or they're jealous

Pigeon Kara: they spread rumors around like theres no tomorrow

Pigeon Kara: i cant wait to leave this town

Wasp****: i dont blame u

Pigeon Kara: i wanna move somewhere where no one knows me

Wasp****: u must be a wreck

Pigeon Kara: so i can have a fresh start

Wasp****: i understand

Pigeon Kara: yeah i guess i am

Wasp****: do u have any friends

Wasp****: dont cry Kara

Pigeon Kara: yeah i do

Wasp****: well thats good then

Pigeon Kara: but some of them turned on me

Wasp****: do u have friends who live near u?

Wasp****: why did they turn?

Pigeon Kara: yeah my girl Danielle is the best

Pigeon Kara: b/c they start believin the rumors

Wasp****: thats good u have close friends

Wasp****: thats sad

Pigeon Kara: and these r friends that have known me since i lives here

Wasp****: do they know they are rumors

Pigeon Kara: i tell them

Pigeon Kara: but they dont wanna believe 'em for some reasons

Wasp****: are u an honest person?

Pigeon Kara: yes im very honest

Wasp****: honesty is important

Pigeon Kara: i see no reason to lie

Pigeon Kara: especially if it comes to friends, family, or a b/f

Wasp****: i hate girls who lie

Pigeon Kara: i always was lied to or cheated on

Wasp****: have u ever lied or cheated on a bf

Pigeon Kara: or even abused (usually verbally)

Pigeon Kara: no i havent

Wasp****: u never cheated?

Pigeon Kara: i see no point in lyin to someone u care about

Pigeon Kara: even if u never really cared about them

Wasp****: did u ever think about it

Pigeon Kara: no i havent cheated

Pigeon Kara: ive thought about w/ the assholes i was w/

Wasp****: why didnt u then?

Pigeon Kara: but i said to myself, "they're not worth my time"

Pigeon Kara: id rather be single

Wasp****: i want to get married

Wasp****: but i dont wanna fall inlove

Pigeon Kara: b/c honestly, i wouldnt wanna be cheated on

Pigeon Kara: but i've been cheated on so many times

Wasp****: i was cheated on and it sucks

Pigeon Kara: i wanna get married too, but im afraid

Pigeon Kara: i know it does

Wasp****: did u ever have a great guy?

Pigeon Kara: its like bullet hittin u in the heart

Pigeon Kara: yeah once

Wasp****: i know what u mean

Wasp****: what was he like?

Pigeon Kara: but he lives too far away

Pigeon Kara: he was the best

Wasp****: where does he live

Pigeon Kara: that desribes him

Pigeon Kara: well hes in Italy right now for the navy

Pigeon Kara: thats y we broke up

Wasp****: when did u meet him?

Pigeon Kara: most of our relationship he lived there

Pigeon Kara: wow

Pigeon Kara: um

Wasp****: in Italy?

Pigeon Kara: last dec.

Pigeon Kara: yeah hes in the Navy

Wasp****: oh

Wasp****: how long were u with him?

Pigeon Kara: 8 months

Wasp****: wow

Wasp****: did u see him at all?

Pigeon Kara: i mean hes comin home on Feb. but still

Wasp****: so then maybe u two can get together

Pigeon Kara: yeah i saw him, just for like a few days or whatever

Pigeon Kara: we never had sex

Wasp****: that sux

Pigeon Kara: yeah maybe we can

Wasp****: how did u meet him?

Pigeon Kara: well we decided not to

Wasp****: maybe u can marry him

Pigeon Kara: he was home on leave and we met

Pigeon Kara: we were thinkin about gettin married after i graduated college

Wasp****: see life isnt over

Pigeon Kara: but we're holdin off on anything

Wasp****: u seem like a real sad girl

Pigeon Kara: we're just friends

Pigeon Kara: im not

Wasp****: u were crying before

Pigeon Kara: im happy when i dont have bitches on the computer harrassin me

Pigeon Kara: when i dont know them

Wasp****: lol

Pigeon Kara: i had a tear fall, b/c she was bringin back bad memories

Wasp****: u never met that girl?

Pigeon Kara: nope

Pigeon Kara: i have no idea who she is

Pigeon Kara: and i dont know how she knows me

Wasp****: she didnt tell me

Wasp****: she said she knew u though

Pigeon Kara: she didnt tell me either

Pigeon Kara: i dont know her

Wasp****: u seem like such a sweet girl

Wasp****: do u drink?

Pigeon Kara: and if i find out im thinkin about goin to the cops about it......does that sound too extreme?

Pigeon Kara: i am a sweet girl

Wasp****: the cops?

Wasp****: i dont know what tahts gonna do

Pigeon Kara: i mean, i have fun and shit, but im still sweet and ncie

Pigeon Kara: i dont know either

Pigeon Kara: yeah i drink but not all the time

Wasp****: smoke?

Wasp****: drinking is bad

Pigeon Kara: only at a party and i limit my drinkin

Pigeon Kara: i use to smoke cigarettes but i quit

Wasp****: do u get drunk?

Wasp****: how long have u smoked?

Pigeon Kara: ive gotten drunk once, and i didnt like it so thats y i limit myself

Pigeon Kara: i smoked for about a year and a 1/2

Wasp****: recently?

Pigeon Kara: but i quit like almost a year ago

Wasp****: thats a long time

Pigeon Kara: havent had a craving since

Pigeon Kara: i dont like smokin

Wasp****: that stuff will kill

Pigeon Kara: and im tryin not to drink anymore

Pigeon Kara: ive been good though

Wasp****: tahts a good thing

Pigeon Kara: i dont really drink a lot anyway

Wasp****: u dont drink and drive do u?

Pigeon Kara: its not like im an alcoholic

Pigeon Kara: no way!!!

Pigeon Kara: i never drink and drive

Wasp****: well then thats good

Wasp****: so u are single huh?

Pigeon Kara: i was drunk one time, and i drove friends to a party

Wasp****: u drove drunk?

Pigeon Kara: and then i drank and they wanted me to take them home and i said no b/c im in no shape to drive

Pigeon Kara: nope i didnt

Wasp****: oh ok

Pigeon Kara: yes im single

Pigeon Kara: u?

Wasp****: yes

Pigeon Kara: maybe we can hang out sometime

Wasp****: is there anyone u have your eyes on?

Pigeon Kara: u seem cool

Wasp****: yeah maybe

Wasp****: maybe when i go back to school

Pigeon Kara: no no one seems to want a nice girl anymore

Pigeon Kara: cool

Wasp****: thats not true

Pigeon Kara: just name the time and place?

Wasp****: everyone wants a nice girl

Pigeon Kara: well all the guys i meet want just sex

Pigeon Kara: i know u seem cool though

Wasp****: well i want sex too

Wasp****: i dont know sometimes i think its all i want

Pigeon Kara: well thats a bonus that comes w/ the nice girl

Wasp****: but i want someone nice and sweet

Pigeon Kara: well im nice and sweet

Wasp****: i have a question

Wasp****: do u give head?

Pigeon Kara:

Pigeon Kara: yes i do

Pigeon Kara: but not just to anyone

Wasp****: are u good at it?

Pigeon Kara: i only gave 3 guys head

Wasp****: realy?

Pigeon Kara: i guess they never complained

Pigeon Kara: yeah

Wasp****: do u get the guy off?

Pigeon Kara: they were b/fs

Pigeon Kara: yeah but i dont swallow

Wasp****: u dont swallow???

Pigeon Kara: u wanna know what i do?

Wasp****: hwats taht

Wasp****: whats

Wasp****: that

Pigeon Kara: when the guy's ready to cum, i'll let him squirt it on my tits or stomach

Wasp****: oh

Pigeon Kara: u dont like that do u?

Wasp****: no

Wasp****: i like it in the mouth

Pigeon Kara: i mean, i swallowed w/ the one guy

Wasp****: girls

Pigeon Kara: and the 2 other times i gagged

Pigeon Kara: like i couldnt swallow it

Wasp****: how long do u wait to give it to a guy

Pigeon Kara: and i tried to and i was gonna gag

Pigeon Kara: i dont know

Pigeon Kara: once i get to know his body better

Wasp****: what if i met u this week

Pigeon Kara: and himself better

Wasp****: would u give it to me

Pigeon Kara: whoa! is that what ur after?

Wasp****: well no

Wasp****: but i dont wanan fall in love

Pigeon Kara: i dont know

Wasp****: cuz i dont wanna get hurt

Wasp****: and i dont know i need sex

Pigeon Kara: who said u were u gonna fall in love w/ me

Pigeon Kara: i dont need sex either

Wasp****: no i need it

Pigeon Kara: i just wanna meet a guy who just wants to be w/ me

Pigeon Kara: oh

Wasp****: well see everyone of my relationships i fell in love

Wasp****: are u on the pill?

Pigeon Kara: how many relationships did u have?

Pigeon Kara: no im not

Wasp****: 3

Pigeon Kara: ic

Wasp****: i dont want to fall in love

Wasp****: but i eant sex

Wasp****: want

Wasp****: like really bad again

Pigeon Kara: is that they only reason u wanna meet me?

Pigeon Kara: b/c im not easy

Wasp****: how long would it take to get something

Wasp****: like even a kiss

Pigeon Kara: oh a kiss is different

Pigeon Kara: i dont make the first move

Wasp****: what about a hand job?

Pigeon Kara: it depends

Pigeon Kara: i dont make the first move

Wasp****: well if i asked u to have sex with me would u?

Wasp****: and i had a condom on me

Wasp****: hello?

Pigeon Kara: srorry

Pigeon Kara: my dad had to talk to m

Wasp****: its ok

Pigeon Kara: e

Pigeon Kara: i dont know

Wasp****: why do u say u have a bangin body

Pigeon Kara: what brand?

Wasp****: in your profile

Wasp****: durex

Pigeon Kara: b/c guys say i do

Pigeon Kara: i like trojan

Wasp****: but why do u flaunt that

Wasp****: will u do it if i wear a condom

Pigeon Kara: i dont

Pigeon Kara: i dont know

Pigeon Kara: i dont like one stands

Wasp****: u are like i have a bangin body

Pigeon Kara: so

Pigeon Kara: ive been put down all my life, and i believed it

Wasp****: no offense but thats gonna make guys just want u for sex

Wasp****: theres more to a girl than just a body

Pigeon Kara: now that guys think i do have a bangin body, i believe that now

Pigeon Kara: i know

Wasp****: and if thats all u talk about its not good

Wasp****: yeah but some guys like fat girl